The little white blur on the screen moves.
Hubby and I get the opportunity to see our little one for the first time.
Everything looks healthy!
She scans in and we can see the solid white line down the center of the white oval looking blob on the screen- the spinal cord.
Every second the blob pushes out a blimp from the oval shape and there we have the heart.
It is beating 145bps and we have a healthy, viable embryo growing inside of me.
I can’t believe what I am looking at on the screen.
More than that, I can’t believe that this little thing that has a heartbeat, that is beating without me having to do anything to make it do so, is inside of me.
This heartbeat, this life, is inside of me, right now.
How in the world?!
I can’t feel it and yet it is the size of a blueberry.
Little baby Maxee is measuring 6 weeks, 5 days (due date Aug 29, 2019).
Everything is right with the world.
Hubby and I take our little one to the mountains for the first time.
You gotta start ’em young!
And yes, I decided it was ok to ski. I am taking it slower than I usually go and staying away from people.
The doctors gave strong concern for skiing, not because of the activity but the fear that I will fall or someone will run into me, forcing a trauma to my body.
It was a beautiful blue-sky day and we were out with multiple members of our family and some friends. (None of them knew we were pregnant at this time in our journey)
I had a little cramping in my stomach which was a good reminder for me to keep it slow and easy and to be mindful of the skiers around me.
I am playing it safe and just taking in the sunshine, the blue sky, the fluffy snow and the memories being created with my sister-in-law, dad, and nephew.
My heart beats a bit faster up here at elevation and I chug the water to keep hydrated.
What a gift I have to live this life… and to have this life inside of me.
Little does this little one know that today was our first ski outing as a family of three.
First Family of 3 Ski Day!
**For anyone preganat, please talk with your doctor about skiing before you decide to go. This was a decision Hubby and I spent a great deal of time talking and praying over.